Saturday, February 26, 2005

Yesterday (Thursday) I was so depessed. It was quite farcical really.
Am I clinically depressed ? I certainly effects my life so maybe I am.
But, Monday I bought Sigue Sigue Sputnik on CD and it was like re-living the 80s!
I was working in Worcester in 1986 when I last heard that. And its just as good now, almost 20 years later.
Will I ever grow up ? I hope to fuck I dont.

Just listening to The Message by Grandmaster Flash, when did I first hear this ? When did I first like rap, in about 1986/1987 in Coventry I think.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Yesterday, now possibly today, I am supposed to get a new laptop. Its replacing the one I've had since the fun days at IR, back in September 2001. What a long time ago that seems now, when my only worries were how long will they have me there for ? Well, all good things came to end and, and me and my new laptop had to go elsewhere to earn a pitful crust.
Almost 4 years, and I feel quite attached, even though the hard drive went last November, the replacement is dodgy and my modular bay add-on drive went totally two weeks ago. Ho hum.
Going to the Revolution on Saturday evening, with Hazel. Now that will be interesting, how do I introduce her to any of my friends and other people I meet ? Hmmm. Ho, and indeed, hum.

Monday, February 21, 2005

Where has my sense of humour, such that it was, gone ?
Looking at my blogs from 2 years ago, there were funny comments, and humour in my posts, but nowdays they are just dull factual jottings of my uneventful life.
But why ? Why not laugh at the fact I work for a company whose managers I would love to kick up the arse ?
I just can't think of anything funny
Free Mojtaba and Arash Day.

These are two Iranian webloggers that have been imprisoned and tortured for daring to put the truth on their web logs.
Its Monday. I just feel pissed off. I drank too much Friday and Saturday nights. I did manage to motivate myself enough to do 12 miles on Saturday afternoon, but nothing on sunday. Went a whirl on the big wheel in the city centre with David yesterday, which was fun. The only bright spot in an unremittingly depressing weekend. My back ached last night, it kept waking me up.
Now a whole week of dullness stretches ahead in the office.