Now 1 month exactly since we last spoke, I was walking along the banks of the Thames at Dartford, she wouldn't have answered if I had used my old mobile, I'm sure of it.
Lots of texts lately, getting all friendly again, but I am staying distant. I really don't want to get hurt again. I simply don't trust her anymore.
Chatted briefly on msn on Saturday night, she said "can't talk now theres people in the room".
What the fuck does she mean ? Are there persons that she don't want to know about me ?
Worked in Andover these past 3 days, stayed at a Travelodge, on a main road next to a Little Chef and a petrol station. So whiled away boring Monday and Tuesday evenings by drinking two bottles of wine and watching 24 Hour Party People on CD.
Eat rubbish, feel flabby. Gym tonight but I must cut out the wine. Or at least, some wine.