And a consultant went yesterday, so thats three in UK, also more across Europe.
So, how motivated am I?

This much -----> ''

Which is about -99, a full-on negative motivation factor. Just like syscom in 1994, eh ? Tee fucking hee.

Arrived home yesterday evening planning a hard turbo session and did a half-hearted 15 minutes. What a waste.
Went to the doctors yesterday morning, the doc. I was seeing had left, and the doc. i saw assured me that spells of real lowness are nothing unusual, they should become less frequent.
Ho, and indeed, hum.
Anyhoo, I would really like to some some alpine climbing, how can I manage that ?