Went to the pyschriatic nurse this morning, she said I'm on the edge of severe clinical depression, being a total basket case in other words. Got to see doctor again tomorrow. Worried about me continuing working and also going to Greece. Told me I must not drink. At all.
Finding now I am beginning not to care less about Hazel, whether thats the drugs making me more clear, or I am genuinely getting over her, i don't know.