Feel washed out, useless and pointless today.
Fancy getting involved with that woman the way I did, now I can't get her out of my head.
What an absolutelute useless fucking wanky tosser I have been, am and always will be.
I must make an effort to clear her out of my head and my life. Lets face it, its not going to go anywhere now. So just delete all the emails, remove her from your mobiles and msn.
I think I'll chase after those women contacting me from sms.ac ! Nice looking one sent me her details, replied to her, so lets wait and see.
I don't want any commitment or a relationship, not again. Once bitten, twice shy.